Its not mine anymore, its theirs now.......

............I knew this would happen, and it did. See, as of yesterday, for MY show, i would make my playlist for the show from the music i listen(all christian, no exceptions) to, the night before the show...BUT NOW....As of 30 minutes ago, I must show my dad all my playlists so he can go over them, and make he sure he is okay with them.....Which could mean I'll be playing hymns from now on(prolly not but you never know)....So, now, its no longer my show, its my parents show, its THEIR show...
So now, I am seriously debating whether or not I want to continue the show or not....I knew this would happen eventually, I just knew it......Oh, I am cutting my hair today, so only the tips will be blonde now....nothing lasts long...

third times a charm, and im broke

Well, third times a charm. My third show finally went smoothly. Everything worked like its supposed to and I felt more comfortable. And, you wouldn't believe it, but I did pretty well not talking fast, which, for those of you who know me, is quite an accomplishment.....lol.....IM GETTING BETTER!!!....oh joy...
Oh, and I'm taking guitar lessons for the first time ever...weird..but fun. Oh, and i went cross country skiing last Saturday. THAT was fun!!...reminded me of MT....i was sad that night...oh well....obsessing with Creation....cant WAIT!!!!

bad begining....bad ending.....again...

It was better...and yet worse at the same time....aaackk..*facepalms*...First off, the first five minutes were bad with the same problems as last time. But this time the ending was bad too because the music wasn't playing because I didn't press the right buttons...WHO KNEW that being on the radio was soooo complicated?...or at least complicated for me...

But..I am really enjoying the process.It is very good experience for me.It is giving something to do....

Relient k, More Than Useless

I feel like, I would like

To be somewhere else doing something that matters

And I'll admit here, while I sit here

My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather

]

Whats the purpose? It feels worthless

So unwanted like I've lost all my value

I can't find it, not in the least bit

and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you

]

And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all

And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all

But then you assure me

]

I'm a little more than useless

And when I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right

Do something right for once

]

So I say if I can't, do something significant

I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted

And nothing trivial, that life could give me will

Measure up to what might have replaced it

]

Too late look, my date book

Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone

And I bet, that regret

Will prove to get me to improve in the long run

]

And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all

And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all

But then you assure me

]

I'm a little more than useless

And when I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right

Do something right for once

]

I’m a little more than useless

And I never knew I knew this

Was gonna the day, gonna be the day

That I would do something right

Do something right for once

]

I notice, I know this

Week is a symbol of how I use my time

Resent it, I spent it

Convincing myself the world's doing just fine

Without me

Doing anything of any consequence

Without me

Showing any sign of ever making sense

Of my time , it's my life

And my right, to use it like I should

Like he would, for the good

Of everything that I would ever know

]

I'm a little more than useless

When I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right

Do something right for once

]

I'm a little more than useless

When I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right

Do something right for once

rough would be an understatement

wow....okay....soo first show is done....over with.....ka-putz....in the past....THANK GOD!!!!....first off, the first five minutes were a disaster, music wasn't playing, mike wasn't working, computer messed up.....*face palms*...i need a redo....*wait*...NO, i need.......next week...........hopefully, next week will be better.....

Digital Palace is my name, playin music is my game.....aaggh...i have been trying to collect all the Arizona Tea cans and i just can't do it...i have all the ones i like, which is like over ten, but there are a couple that i don't like and im not going to buy it if i don't like to drink it....idk....ill prolly just have my dad drink it for me......oh, Arizona Teas are AWESOME!!!!...that much, that good, for just 99 cents......that GREAT!!!!......