Fat, Single, and Ready To Eat a Pringle

I've been single for a while now and I have to say it's going very well.

Like....it's working out.

I think I'm the one.

Timeout

Yep, I have lost the want-to when it comes to this blog. I do not know how long this will last. Hopefully, I will resume this blog with a renewed vigor later. Just don't want to right now.

Say Goodbye

Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
Thought our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

[Bridge:]
And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

[Altro:]
Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

I PEED ON MY HANDS!!!!

Which has been a running thing in our school amongst the guys. Some guy walks up to you with wet hands, wipes his hands on you, and screams " I PEED ON ME HANDS"!!. Then walks away laughing while you stand stunned and unsure. By the third and fourth time you just punch them when they get close. Spencer, unfortunately, has formed a habit of turning the lights off when the urinals are full. Little punk. Lol.

I Stole The Front Seat., I Must Be Cold-Blooded

Or at least that's what Jamie thought when she returned to the car to find me grinning evilly at her through the window. Haha. The look on her face was priceless. The shock! The outrage! While she fumed in the backseat, I quietly savored the moment. She is usually pretty good about getting the front seat, but she made a careless move and I took FULL advantage it!


That put me in a pretty good mood to say the least.

I do believe I am ready to fight to the death for my right to wear my mossy, green polo shirt to school! Just because our school code says all shirts must be a shade of blue, white, or black, doesn't mean one shouldn't be allowed to wear mossy green polos! Where is my union?! Oh, and while on the subject of 'unions', I will say that the original idea for unions was a good thing. But what they are now, is just an excuse to sue the company, or demand a higher wage you may not deserve. They have totally morphed into a waste. Such a waste.

I finally woke up when my alarm went off and STAYED awake. After gently turning off the alarm at 5:30, I dragged myself out of bed, into shorts, a t-shirt, a pair shoes, and into a P90x workout Arms & Biceps workout. Tony Horton is just plain freaky. Funny, but a freak. But he can pump iron, I will give him that.


The smell of chicken is causing my nose to pull my face towards the table. I must follow my nose.


Toodles!

Back To School

Yes. It's official. This is going to be a long year. Yep. A new principle has take over 4square. And new the new regime has brought more rules, regulations, and procedures. Not to mention, the schools infamous Mrs. K has joined our class room. Her contribution being her ever-present stop watch. Timing everything and making sure no time is wasted. Oh, how things have changed. Oh well, new rules means more ways to break them.

But, that being said, the first day went quite well I think, as far as first days are concerned. I am okay with where my desk is. Despite our numbers being down(us highschoolers that is), we still managed to chill and enjoy ourselves. As my fav teachers says, We are a "community". LOL. Dauber cracks me up. That being said, I still am not friends with him on Facebook. Hmm..I wonder why he hasn't accepted my friend request.

Oh, to all interested peoples, I am currently working on a new blog that will be Authored by yours truly(that would be ME for all the blondes out there) and my good friend Aaron. Here is a link to his personal blog, Nihil Versus, Omnia Licita . I really enjoy his blog. Tho, he does need to post more. I say that, realizing that him starting another blog with me prolly won't help that come true.

Anyways, I must be off. My alarm clock is set for 5:30 AM, and I must NOT sleep thru it. Toodles!

Just Another Bang-Your-Head-On-The-Wall Moment

Yes. It's that time of year again. School is beginning. Time for kids of all ages to subject themselves to 9 months of brain pain and number crunching. For me, it's my last year. ^#$%((@....not sure what to think of it. I tried to get into ASL classes at the college, but they are filled for the whole year. And summer? Forget it. So, my plans for foreign language, screwed! Which means that this school year is NOT off too a good start.

This morning I went into school for a minute to drop something off and saw where my desk was.....It could be worse, stuck between a quiet weirdo, and a cool, quiet person. Could be worse I guess.

You know whats irritating? When you buy an album, and then like 3 months later, the band releases a deluxe edition of the same album with new songs only on the deluxe edition. It's like they are just trying to mess with me!! Now, I want those two songs SOOO bad, but I'll feel stupid if I buy the deluxe edition JUST for those two songs!! Curse you label company.*shakes fist*

Sometimes....

Sometimes,

You just want to shoot yourself...........in the foot...

You want to scream at the world.....

You want it all to go away...

You want everyone just to shut up.....

You just can't take it anymore....

You just wonder if it's all worth it....

You just want it all to end...

You just wonder if there is someone out there....

Sometimes you just.....need.....

Dude, You're Such A Wangsta!

Yes! Weeks of microwave dinners are over! My mother, along with my two urchin siblings, is now home from a 4 week stay in Iowa. Just in time too. One more bowl of Ramen Noodles might have been the death of me.

In other news, it was "crazy hat" day at an event I help at and my only hat was a flat-billed cap. So I proudly tilted it back and to the side, and proceeded to walk with a swag towards Dustin. I believe the first words out of his mouth were, "Dude, your such a wangsta!" Now to anyone who does NOT know what that term means, it means, "Wanna-be-gansta". Wham-O! Wangsta!

don't ask why i took this photo in the bathroom....cuz i still don't know

Turns out, this drink that Alex is so eagerly chugging, costs less than 4 dollars! We pretty much considered that a steal.

What Else Is There?

blue is a color, but so is blood, blood is not just a color but a life source, do you find answers in doctors, or in the internet...even by my reckoning most people are wowed...but, i really just don't know what is going on, life is going by, and i'm sharing it with no one.... im treading water, in a pool where i can touch bottom....i'm sinking, but only while in outer space, then one can really reach his potential, to be shut up or shut down, don't let them put you down, it will come back around, just not around the corner, the shadowed corner that your hiding in, relax tho, the shadow proves there's sunshine, the sun's light exposes it all, but if you expose film it's ruined, you left my life in ruins, but, i am now ruined, with your help, we can make it......

What Am I? A Hobo Magnet?

....*creeper status*.....So yea, as of recently, I have taken to going on like 2 hour bikes rides in a place I call Hobo Land. It's an abandoned area behind a beach. There are trailers EVERYWHERE. Some inhabited, some not so much. Haha. Anyway, I was on my way out, when a random guy pulls up next to me in an old, beat up car, and proceeds to share with me some tips on the following:what skulls to find, what kind of bones are worth the most, how to clean them, and how much copper was worth when he was a kid. It was actually a nice thing. A lot of people do that and make a pretty penny too! But, anyhows,. I thanked him and continued on my way........haha...nice hobo...

Am I scared of old people? No. Am I scared of doing ANYTHING in front of people.....Yes. Pretty much. But, that being said, Sophie and I are planning on going to a, Seniors Center, or whatever you want to call it, and reading to some of them. No, I am nervous because I am  horrid, out-loud, reader. Granted, it prolly doesn't even matter because old people don't really care. Just as long as you are there and talk to them. All with a smile....

toodles

Hobo Land

Hobos scare me. They just do. I can't help it. So, when I was confronted by a hobo during my bike ride thru hobo land, I didn't stop pedaling. Not to mention the one that just stared at me from within it's hobo trailer.

Tell me if you think anything might be missing in this photo.....

 

Hmmm...how about a FLOOD?!? Haha. Stuff like this just makes me laugh.

One thing I did find while biking around was a very nice, semi-secluded spot right next to the lake. Very beautiful. Not to mention being in the sun does tend to help out ones tan.

Dustin now has a cell phone....*sigh*...yet another one of my friends has left me behind and is now one step closer to somewhere I'm not.

toodles.....

"We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder whats in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous 
You must be a sorceress 'cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous"

 

I'm not sure how correct this is......but still.....

I Passed a Test I Have Already Taken

I am officially a soccer ref now. I can now get payed to ref soccer games. YAY!!

I have a badge now. It's official now. I did ref last year for the Del Norte Youth Soccer League, but my license or whatever you call it had expired, so I had to take a course and a test which I passed just barely. YAY!!

Oh, and when it comes to soccer this year, my father and I are coaching a U8 team. It's actually quite entertaining to coach. So much enthusiastic energy all over the field. Haha. They are just so funny to watch.

A weird thing happened to me at our church potluck today. I had several girls tell me I smelled good! And what's even weirder? I get that quite often actually. I get told mostly these two things, that I have pretty eyes and I smell good! All I can say is, for the first, "I was born with it", and for the second, well, "You can thank Old Spice Body wash for that"! lol

Thinking Over The Unthinkable

Some people don't deserve life. They make a conscious decision and, in my opinion humble opinion, forfeit their right to life. End of discussion.

Wow. Life is moving very fast right now.Summer has blown by. Well, I for starters, am now a stop at the DMV away from taking my Learners Permit test. Very excited about that.

I will be a senior this year. Scary and exciting at the same time.

I went to the Del Norte County Fair this year. First week of August I believe. Dinky is too much credit. Haha. It is sooooo small. I went and hung out all day till closing time with these hooligans here in the pic below.

These hooligans, starting from the bottom are Tara, Dustin, Sophie, and Lauren(is the one under Sophie lol).
 Besides the actual fair, I had an enjoyable time with my friends.


Oh, fyi, more pics will be posted from now on. I take a lot. Might as well use them for something.

Repeat

i was thinking
over thinking
cause there's just too many scenarios
to analayze
look in my eyes
cause you're my dream please come true

i was thinking
over thinking
about exactly how i'm not exactly him
i'll break my heart in two
more times than you could ever do
cause you're my dream please come true

cause i think way too much
on a one track mind
and you're so out of touch
cause i'm so far behind

i can't deny this anymore, the facts ignored all done before
and if there's one in this world,
you let me know you're not that girl

i was sinking
lower, sinking
cause i lost the things i held on to
they let me think a thought
a thought that i would know was not
of seeing my dream come true

i was thinking
over thinking
about how far i had let this go
one more guy/girl chiché
i know now you're just in the way
of me and my dream come true

cause i think way too much
on a one track mind
and you're so out of touch
cause i'm so far behind
i'm trying to make sense
out of all of this
while your fading scent
just slips through my grip

i can't deny this anymore, the facts ignored all done before
and if there's one in this world,
you let me know you're not that girl

don't touch the positive with the negative end
don't touch the positive with the negative end
cause after all of the sparks you're still alone in the dark
cause after all of the sparks you're left alone in the dark

and while i'm able, i think i'll label
experience with you as a mistake
and while i'm at it, i'll say i've had it
experience with you is a mistake

cause i think way too much
on a one track mind
and you're so out of touch
cause i'm so far behind
i'm trying to make sense
out of all of this
while your fading scent
just slips through my grip

i was thinking
over thinking
cause there's just too many scenarios
to think about
to figure out
if you're my dream please come true

Winding Down To Start Up

Creation Northwest was AWESOME!!! Just not as awesome as last yer tho. Interestingly enough. I almost felt like a third wheel there. But, whatever. Skillet was just plain amazing. They re-did their set and it looked UBER EPIC!!!! I still had a good time with my friends. It was so nice to see them.

Oh, and for the record, don't try to get married while still married. It doesn't work.


My mother and my siblings are in Denver on the way to Iowa. As for my father and I, we are in Oroville, CA, on our way back to Crescent City. I can't WAIT to be back home.

I misses hers, She's as boot camp. Yea, she's just that awesome!

If you would please, pray for my friend Sterling, he was riding his bike in town, with no helmet, and he was hit by a car. He was taken to the hospital and is now at home. Just pray that there are no long-lasting, negative effects from this incident. It's a miracle that he is alive.

Picking Up Speed

Well, where to start?

July 4th. Spent the fireworks show on a boat with my family and Sophie. Yes, I did indeed have a birthday. OMGoodness. 17 years is a long time. Hopefully, I will survive lots more.

From July 5th-9th, I was at Fir Point High school Camp. That was pretty fun. Not the funnest ever, but it was fun because Jacob, Kenzie, and Sophie were there too!! So it was alright in the end.

Now, I  know I have said before about me being close to getting a permit, well, I'm serious this time. I started the drivers ed course online(to save time), and it is quite easy actually. I might have my permit by next Wednesday, the day we leave for Creation and then Montana. YAY!!!

I went to the river today with Sophie and her friends. Lots of fun. Even went rock jumping, tho I simply couldn't force myself to jump off the highest one. About 20 feet I think. Still had an enjoyable time.

Tomorrow will be a good time. Lauren is having her birthday party!! 16 years old I believe. Sophie will be there, nice thing. But, then on Saturday, Sophie is leaving for Sea Cadet Boot Camp in Reno....*sadface*..



Anyway, life goes on and time runs out.....

Happy 4th of July

May God not kill us all.......

What do you call a birthday party, not on your birthday?

A PARTY!!!!!

As some of you may know, my birthday is on the fifth of July. But, because I am going to a highschool camp from the fifth to the ninth of July, we celebrated it today. Burgers and chicken were on the menu. Very tasty-THANKS MOM!!!

I did receive a blue m&m's t-shirt. That was cool. And from Malachi, who obviously stopped by the dollar store on the way over, some sidewalk chalk,bubbles, a sand pail and shovel, a squirt gun, and.....*drum roll*.... A JONAS BROTHERS BIRTHDAY CARD!!! It was obviously my fav present. Oh, and money from the Geisserts. A very thoughtful gift.

But, one downside was that, we had roughly two days to throw this party together, and so, because of that, we didn't have many activities planned. So, when groups of teens get together, what do they do?

They chill........that's right...for 3 hours we just sat around and chilled. Aside from grouping together in the hot sun for like a billion pictures by my dad, and watching me blow out some candles, we just sat around and talked.

Typical teens we are. Talking about......well, maybe I just wont say.There might be an adult reading this....

You know, it's kinda funny these days, but there is something I have noticed, at least where I am. I think you are more likely to get ratted out by a lurking adult than the teens you are hanging with. Just something to think about. It's not going to be one of your friends, no, it's going to be there parents, standing afar off who just "happens" to notice something, and then just happens to talk to your parents later.


It's NEVER a good thing when parents are talking in a little group afar off.

I've have said this before, and I'll say it again. It's IPPAC.

International Parent Plot Against Children


Our parents have joined together in a unified front against us. That's why there is slave labor*work with no payemnt*, and parents who abuse their parental rights. The list is ENDLESS!! They have also agreed to spy and report on each other's kids. Making it increasingly difficult to simply hang with your friends.

Mark My Words.

In other news, I saw Transformers 3 with Malachi and Alex. It was a very good action flick. Tho, it did go on a little long, almost three hours! There was good humor, not to dirty, no sex scenes, and the language was nto as much as the second. Oddly, enough, it seems like a lot of the language comes from his parents.

I give this movie a weak B+. Simply because of all the awesome butt-kicking robot action!

On a side note, I am a very,fortunate guy...and no, I do NOT like the jonas brothers....

So when life throws a curveball, what do you do?

You charge the mound and take out the pitcher!

So, in a shocking and irritating turn of events, I will not be going to Creation. I am very disappointed and uber bummed. The only silver lining I can see is that I will be able to purchase a lot more cd's now and STILL save money. We will be going to Montana to visit, but on the 22 of July and only for like 3 days. We will be able to attend Eric's wedding. That will be most enjoyable.But, just not the same as Creation.

I will not be able to see my friends or my wifey. Very disappointing.

I will be going to a Highschool camp July5-9. That will hopefully be fun.

There is an opportunity for a possible job that has come to my attention. Seems there is a jerky maker in a town just north of us, and the person who was distributing his jerky to Crescent City, doesn't want to do it anymore. The job would mean, once a week buying the product from maker, then selling it at stores in Crescent City, hopefully making a profit. Eventually to do this I will need my license, but my father has agreed, should we try this, that he would take me the first couple of times till I could drive.

She's still there, much to my surprise.....